State of the world

Back To You is a song I wrote when i was questioning:

• how much of who i am is dependent on the people who love me?
• when i leave them or they leave me, how much of me is still there?
• what happens when i see them again? will they still see me for who i want to be?

Very melodramatic!

This is the full demo as of March 2026:

How many days do we get like this?

It was the first beautiful snowfall of 2026 and I felt such a strong desire to record it. I wanted to remember how it felt like to be in the city in the snow. By the time I made it out of my neighborhood the sky had run out of snow. The brief flurry reminded me that life is temporary. Good and bad things.